It's 2am and I awake from my dreams, again.
You and I, and our daughters…a happy, loving family.
And yet it's been more than 14 years now,
since you ended our marriage, ended that family.
No matter how hard I try to forget…try to move on.
Not every night.
But still more often than not.
You visit me in my dreams.
And now, like so many nights,
I lay awake for hours
Wondering what went wrong.
How does a love like that just disappear?
How does a life like that just disappear?
I guess for me it doesn't.
It visits when I close my eyes.
And after 14 years I have to face that this is me.
This is my life until I die.
And I wonder if you know what you have done?
I wonder if you know what you threw away?